Orlando

XXXTENTACION's song 'Orlando' delves deep into the artist's personal struggles with pain, isolation, and the search for meaning amidst despair. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of emotional turmoil, where the pain in his heart seems unending, and words fail to capture the depth of his suffering. The recurring theme of waiting for death suggests a profound sense of hopelessness, as he feels alone in his quest to find a new beginning through an end.

The song also touches on the universal fear of death and the desire to avoid the end of life. However, XXXTENTACION contrasts this with his own feelings of stress and exhaustion, particularly from dealing with fake friends. The imagery of a noose and a hole in his back symbolizes the physical and emotional scars he carries, and his smile in the face of death highlights a complex relationship with his own mortality. This juxtaposition underscores the depth of his internal conflict and the weight of his emotional burden.

In the latter part of the song, the artist reflects on wasted time and tears, facing fears, and the pain of unrequited love. The repetition of feeling 'worthless' and unable to keep love emphasizes a recurring theme of self-doubt and emotional instability. The twisting and turning of himself metaphorically represent his struggle to find stability and self-worth. 'Orlando' is a raw and poignant exploration of mental health, loneliness, and the search for genuine connection in a world that often feels indifferent.