X & CUD (feat. Kid Cudi)

In 'X & CUD,' XXXTENTACION and Kid Cudi delve into the depths of emotional turmoil and the struggle for self-acceptance. The song opens with XXXTENTACION expressing a profound sense of pain and hopelessness. He speaks of an unending heartache and the futility of words to capture his suffering. This sets a somber tone, highlighting his internal battle and the feeling of being trapped in a cycle of despair. The lyrics 'Awaiting my death in the end' and 'Alone, I must seek out the end to begin' suggest a contemplation of mortality and the search for a new beginning through the end of his current state of anguish.

The second verse continues this theme, with XXXTENTACION reflecting on the unchangeable aspects of his life and the burden of his thoughts. He mentions the 'Devil's on my head,' indicating a constant struggle with negative influences and mental health issues. Despite his friends' encouragement to speak out, he feels misunderstood and isolated. The imagery of 'living out a life surrounded by lines' and 'the Sun went away' paints a picture of a life overshadowed by darkness and confusion. Yet, there is a glimmer of hope in the line 'Search and you will find you,' suggesting a journey towards self-discovery and healing.

Kid Cudi's verse shifts the focus to resilience and determination. He speaks of his origins in Cleveland and his relentless drive to succeed despite the odds. The lyrics 'Born a grinder, watch him rippin', can't stop him' and 'You can't tell me nothin', you could never' emphasize his unwavering confidence and perseverance. Cudi's mention of needing his 'blunt and my gun to cuddle and love' reflects a coping mechanism for dealing with life's pressures. The verse concludes with a sense of triumph and defiance, as he continues to push forward and achieve his goals despite the challenges.

Together, 'X & CUD' is a powerful exploration of pain, resilience, and the quest for self-acceptance. The collaboration between XXXTENTACION and Kid Cudi brings together their unique perspectives on life's struggles, creating a poignant and relatable narrative for listeners.