Aoi Toge

Yoh Kamiyama's 'Aoi Toge' delves into the complexities of everyday life and the emotional struggles that come with it. The song opens with a poignant scene where the protagonist buys a book their loved one liked, despite not being able to read it. This act symbolizes a desperate attempt to hold onto a connection, even if it seems foolish or painful. The lyrics reflect a sense of self-awareness and vulnerability, acknowledging the absurdity of their actions while also highlighting the depth of their feelings.

As the song progresses, it explores themes of emotional numbness and the difficulty of expressing true feelings. The protagonist admits to being blinded by kindness, unable to speak the truth, and eventually becoming accustomed to the emotional numbness. This is further emphasized by the imagery of putting bad memories in the refrigerator, a metaphor for compartmentalizing pain and trying to maintain a facade of normalcy. The recurring motif of a 'blue thorn' represents the lingering pain and unresolved emotions that continue to haunt the protagonist.

The chorus reveals a deep dissatisfaction with the mundane aspects of life, expressing a longing for something more meaningful. The protagonist feels trapped in a monotonous existence, unable to love or accept their current life. The lyrics convey a sense of resignation and a fear of becoming obsolete or forgotten, as they describe themselves as 'old,' 'smoke,' and 'disappearing.' Despite this, there is a glimmer of hope as they dream of a different future, even if it seems unattainable. The song captures the bittersweet reality of navigating life's challenges, balancing moments of introspection with a yearning for change.