Reservations

Yoñlu's song 'Reservations' delves into the complex interplay between self-doubt, emotional distance, and genuine affection. The lyrics reveal a narrator who struggles with self-acceptance and honesty, admitting to a history of lying for love and maintaining emotional distance. This internal conflict is poignantly expressed in the line, 'How can I convince you it's me I don't like,' highlighting the narrator's struggle with self-worth and the impact it has on their relationships.

The chorus, 'I've got reservations about so many things, but not about you,' serves as a powerful juxtaposition. While the narrator is plagued by uncertainties and insecurities in various aspects of life, their feelings for the person they address remain unwavering. This contrast underscores the depth of their affection, suggesting that despite their flaws and fears, their love is genuine and steadfast. The repetition of 'not about you' emphasizes this point, reinforcing the idea that their reservations do not extend to their beloved.

The song also touches on the paradox of intimacy and distance. The line, 'How can I get closer and be further away,' encapsulates the struggle of wanting to connect deeply while simultaneously feeling the need to protect oneself through emotional detachment. This theme is further explored in the acknowledgment that 'it's beautiful to lie,' suggesting that sometimes, deception can create a facade of beauty and closeness, even if it is ultimately unfulfilling. Yoñlu's introspective lyrics and haunting melody create a poignant exploration of the complexities of love, self-doubt, and the human condition.