That's Why I Gave Up On Music

Yorushika's song 'That's Why I Gave Up On Music' delves deep into the disillusionment and existential angst that often accompany the transition from youth to adulthood. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a young person grappling with the uncertainties of life, the pressures of societal expectations, and the internal conflict between passion and practicality. The recurring line '考えたってわからないし' (Even if I think about it, I don't understand) encapsulates the frustration and confusion that permeate the song.

The song begins with the protagonist waiting under a blue sky, reflecting on the future and the lack of guidance on how to navigate it. This sets the tone for the rest of the song, where the protagonist expresses a sense of aimlessness and dissatisfaction with the conventional markers of youth, such as school and hobbies. The mention of quitting piano but still having the habit of pulling out the desk suggests a lingering attachment to past passions, even as they seem futile in the face of an uncertain future.

As the song progresses, the protagonist's disillusionment deepens. They question the validity of human emotions, love, and societal constructs, expressing a nihilistic view that 'どうでもいいよ' (I don't care). This sentiment is further emphasized by the repeated assertion that '間違ってるんだよ' (It's wrong), highlighting a profound sense of disconnection and discontent. The protagonist's struggle with the concept of growing up and the fear of an empty future culminates in the realization that they have given up on music, a once cherished dream, because it no longer holds meaning in their disenchanted world.

The song's raw and introspective lyrics resonate with anyone who has faced the harsh realities of growing up and the inevitable loss of youthful idealism. Yorushika's poignant delivery and the melancholic melody amplify the emotional weight of the lyrics, making 'That's Why I Gave Up On Music' a powerful exploration of the complexities of human experience and the often painful journey of self-discovery.