Burn My Dread
Yumi Kawamura
Conquering Fear and Embracing Life: The Journey of 'Burn My Dread'
Yumi Kawamura's 'Burn My Dread' is a powerful anthem about overcoming fear and despair. The song opens with vivid imagery of a 'dreamless dorm' and a 'ticking clock,' setting a somber and introspective tone. The protagonist walks away from a 'soundless room,' symbolizing a departure from a state of stagnation or emotional numbness. The 'windless night' and 'moonlight' melting into 'lukewarm gloom' further emphasize a sense of eerie calm and isolation, while the 'ghostly shadow' suggests a lingering presence of past fears or regrets.
The chorus, 'I will burn my dread,' serves as a declaration of intent to confront and overcome these fears. The protagonist recalls running away from the 'God of fear,' who 'chained' them in 'despair.' This metaphorical 'God of fear' represents the overwhelming power of anxiety and hopelessness. By vowing to 'break the chain' and 'run till I see the sunlight again,' the protagonist expresses a desire to reclaim their life and find hope and happiness. The imagery of running towards the sunlight symbolizes a journey towards enlightenment and emotional freedom.
As the song progresses, the lyrics describe a 'voiceless town' and 'tapping feet,' evoking a sense of loneliness and determination. The 'tower' in the mist, described as a 'merciless tomb,' represents an ominous challenge or obstacle. Despite the 'clockwork maze' and 'bloodstained floor,' the protagonist rushes ahead with a 'sword in hands,' ready to face whatever comes their way. The 'trembling gun' and the act of closing their eyes to 'hear you breathe' suggest a moment of vulnerability and connection, possibly with a loved one or an inner sense of self. Ultimately, the protagonist vows to 'grapple down the God of fear' and 'throw him into hell's fire,' symbolizing a complete and final triumph over their anxieties. The song concludes with a powerful affirmation to 'face the sun with pride of the living,' celebrating the resilience and courage to live life fully.