Fleabag

YUNGBLUD's song 'Fleabag' delves deep into the feelings of self-loathing and the struggle for self-worth. The term 'fleabag' itself is a powerful metaphor, suggesting a sense of worthlessness and being discarded. The repeated line 'Nobody loves me' underscores a profound sense of isolation and rejection, which is a central theme throughout the song. This feeling of being unloved and unwanted is further emphasized by the plea to be sent to rehab, indicating a desire for help and a need to be 'fixed' or 'touched' in a way that can heal these deep emotional wounds.

The lyrics also explore the frustration of trying to change but feeling stuck in a 'stale state of mind.' The desire to 'turn back time' and 'fix the way I was designed' suggests a longing to undo past mistakes or inherent flaws. This is a common sentiment for those struggling with self-acceptance, as they often wish they could be someone different or better. The imagery of crawling behind one's eyes to kill this state of mind is both vivid and haunting, illustrating the internal battle against negative thoughts and feelings.

Additionally, the song touches on the theme of being manipulated or controlled by others. Lines like 'I'm not your monkey, I'm not your puppet' express a strong desire for autonomy and resistance against being used or misunderstood. The reference to being a 'ballerina boy' who dances around the truth for someone else highlights the lengths to which one might go to please others, even at the cost of their own truth and well-being. This struggle for authenticity and self-expression is a recurring theme in YUNGBLUD's music, resonating with many who feel similarly constrained by societal expectations or personal relationships.