Gidiyorum

Zardanadam's song 'Gidiyorum' is a poignant exploration of the themes of disillusionment, escape, and the quest for personal freedom. The lyrics convey a deep sense of frustration and resignation, as the protagonist decides to leave everything behind in search of a new beginning. The opening lines, 'Her sey güzel olsa da, her zaman bir terslik var,' set the tone for the song, highlighting the perpetual dissatisfaction and the feeling that something is always amiss, no matter how good things might seem on the surface.

The chorus, 'Vazgeçtim bu aksam herseyden vazgeçtim ben, Bavulum hazir yarin giderim bu sehirden,' underscores the protagonist's decision to abandon everything and leave the city. This act of packing a suitcase and leaving signifies a break from the past and a desire to escape the constraints and disappointments of their current life. The repetition of 'gidiyorum' (I'm going) emphasizes the finality and determination behind this decision, as well as the urgency to leave before dawn, symbolizing a fresh start before the new day begins.

Throughout the song, there is a recurring theme of time and patience wearing thin. The lines 'Hep zaman tanidim bu sehre sabrettim, Hep ben agladim, bir kisi eksik ne farkeder,' reflect the protagonist's prolonged endurance and the realization that their absence will not make a significant difference. This sentiment is further reinforced by the uncertainty of whether they will ever return, 'Gidiyorum o zaman döner miyim bir daha bilmem!' The song captures the universal human experience of reaching a breaking point and the need to seek out a new path, even when the future is uncertain.