Trigger

The song 'Trigger' by ZHIEND delves into the profound themes of existential despair, self-discovery, and redemption. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of a protagonist who is grappling with a sense of impending oblivion and the darkness that seems to engulf their future. The opening lines, 'Come now heading to the oblivion / To the darkness sink me,' set the tone for a journey into the depths of one's psyche, where loneliness and uncertainty reign supreme. This descent into darkness is not just physical but also metaphorical, representing a state of mind where the future appears bleak and devoid of hope.

As the song progresses, the protagonist experiences a moment of clarity, feeling empowered and notorious, yet questioning their own identity and capabilities. The lines 'My mind is clear now / I feel like I can do anything when I want to do it' suggest a fleeting sense of control and self-assurance. However, this is juxtaposed with the recurring theme of an internal struggle, as seen in 'Spinning round and round going back and forth / Will be here as an angel, that's fallen deep.' The imagery of a fallen angel signifies a loss of innocence and purity, further emphasizing the protagonist's internal conflict and the allure of the dark side.

The song's climax reveals a desire for change and redemption. The protagonist acknowledges their past actions and the need for forgiveness in a 'fake world' where they have been dreaming. The lines 'I'll keep on redeeming for myself / Day after day think of my sins' highlight a journey towards self-forgiveness and the hope of emerging from the darkness. The song concludes with a sense of acceptance and a resolve to face the future, no matter how lonely it may seem. 'Trigger' ultimately captures the essence of a personal battle with inner demons and the quest for redemption in a world that often feels unreal and deceptive.