Still Want U

Zhu's song 'Still Want U' delves deep into the emotional turmoil of unrequited love and self-reflection. The lyrics paint a vivid picture of someone grappling with the pain of rejection and the internal conflict that follows. The repeated lines, 'I should be so hurt / 'Cause your rejection is so obvious,' highlight the raw vulnerability and the sense of feeling foolish for still wanting someone who doesn't reciprocate those feelings. This emotional honesty is a hallmark of Zhu's style, blending electronic music with deeply personal and introspective lyrics.

The song also touches on themes of regret and personal growth. The lines, 'Lately, I've been thinking about / All the things that we've been through / Lately, I regret all the fucked up / Things that I've put you through,' suggest a period of reflection and remorse. The protagonist acknowledges their past mistakes and the impact they've had on the relationship, indicating a desire for self-improvement and a better understanding of their own emotions. This introspection is further emphasized with lines like, 'Still tryna learn to be personal / Still uncomfortable being me / Still tryna learn to be vulnerable,' showcasing the struggle to be authentic and open in relationships.

A recurring theme in the song is the acceptance of one's own flaws and the realization that these flaws are not the fault of the other person. The repeated assertion, 'It ain't your fault who I am,' serves as a reminder that personal growth and self-acceptance are crucial steps in moving forward. Despite this understanding, the protagonist's lingering desire for the other person remains, encapsulated in the poignant refrain, 'I still want you.' This juxtaposition of self-awareness and unfulfilled longing creates a powerful emotional resonance, making 'Still Want U' a compelling exploration of love, regret, and personal growth.