DISTANCE TO THE SUICIDE

Zior Park's 'DISTANCE TO THE SUICIDE' is a raw and poignant exploration of mental anguish and the haunting proximity of despair. The song delves into the internal battle of someone grappling with suicidal thoughts, feeling the weight of their emotional pain as an almost tangible presence. The repeated phrase 'Distance to the suicide, it's closer than I thought' underscores the alarming realization of how near the edge feels, both physically and mentally. The imagery of being '6 feet to the window' symbolizes the thin line between life and death, with the window representing a potential escape from the torment within.

The lyrics also touch on the theme of societal pressure and the facade of happiness. The line 'I feel like a clown know this smile is fake' reveals the artist's struggle to maintain a facade of normalcy while battling inner demons. This duality is further emphasized by the references to people who 'act like a man who have no prejudice' and 'Satan call themselves I'm the angel,' highlighting the hypocrisy and judgment faced by those suffering in silence. The artist's plea for wisdom and guidance, 'Jesus where my wisdom,' reflects a desperate search for answers and solace in a world that feels increasingly isolating.

Zior Park's candid expression of his mental state, including the contemplation of suicide and the impact on his relationships, adds a deeply personal layer to the song. The mention of his girlfriend growing tired of his 'pity fxxking party' and the struggle to find genuine connection amidst the noise of superficial interactions ('Here's no any fxxking body I can mingle') paints a vivid picture of loneliness and despair. The song's raw honesty and emotional depth make it a powerful commentary on the often hidden struggles of mental health, urging listeners to confront and understand the gravity of these issues.