Kan Saete Kuyashiiwa

Zutomayo's 'Kan Saete Kuyashiiwa' delves into the complexities of emotional turmoil and the struggle to maintain composure in the face of internal and external pressures. The lyrics reflect a sense of frustration and the desire to mask true feelings, as seen in lines like 'bare tatte gomakasu no aitenishinai de' (even if it's exposed, don't deal with it). This suggests a reluctance to confront or reveal vulnerabilities, opting instead to hide behind a facade.

The song also touches on themes of isolation and the need for connection. Phrases such as 'dare ka to inai to hinan basho wa nai yo' (if I'm not with someone, there's no place to escape) highlight the protagonist's dependence on others for emotional refuge. Despite this, there's a clear struggle with self-acceptance and the fear of judgment, as indicated by 'atashi o kirau tori no waraigoe o kesou yo' (let's erase the laughing voices of the birds that hate me).

Moreover, the recurring line 'mō kan ga saete kuyashī wa' (I'm frustrated that my intuition is sharp) underscores the protagonist's acute awareness of their emotional state, which only adds to their distress. The song's narrative is a poignant exploration of the tension between wanting to be understood and the fear of being exposed. Zutomayo's unique blend of alternative rock and electronic elements amplifies the emotional intensity, creating a soundscape that mirrors the lyrical content's complexity.

The imagery of 'kimi ga kureta doku ichigo' (the poisoned strawberry you gave me) serves as a metaphor for toxic relationships and the lingering impact they have. The protagonist's resolve to 'tabete yaru zettai wasurenai yō ni' (eat it and never forget) signifies a determination to confront and remember these painful experiences, rather than suppress them. This powerful metaphor encapsulates the song's overarching theme of grappling with emotional pain and the journey towards self-awareness and resilience.