Ruri

Goodbye.
Waving my hand from afar
You’re here without even knowing my name
Already bye bye, already bye bye...
Goodbye.
Playing alone
Searching for you, who’s hiding away
It’s fine now, it’s probably fine?

Knocking on the door of my heart
Whispering it’s okay, lying with those words, calling out again and again
Drowning in loneliness
Not wanting to love anyone
This lonely world scatters before my eyes

With red-tinted eyes
The sadness flows like a sapphire
Like a déjà vu
This ugly trauma, the wounds ache

Far away.
With a tiny voice
Someone’s calling me from somewhere
It’s fine now, it’s probably fine
Far away.
The echoing countdown
Becomes a secret, a curse
It’s fine now, it’s probably fine?

Knocking on the door of my heart, whispering I love you
Only getting hurt, can’t say a single word
Drowning in loneliness
Not wanting to love anyone
The emotions of my heart are being twisted

The red days are sad
The sky of rising sadness
The patterns of a clouded heart
Will the howling pain make me cry?

Already no one can love me, no one can love me
Swearing deep in my chest
Already no one can love me, no one can love me
With glaring sapphire-colored eyes

With red-tinted eyes
The sapphire sadness flows
Like a déjà vu
This ugly trauma, the wounds ache

The days of lament are sad
Longing for a lonely world
Someday I’ll change those days
Hoping, dreaming, and screaming in tears

Already no one can love me, no one can love me
The reason for overflowing tears
Already no one can love me
With sapphire-colored eyes...