Jishou Mushoku (自傷無色)
25-ji Nightcord de (Nightcore at 25:00)
Self-Harm Colorless
I want to be someone like you
I want to be someone like me
If that's what you wish, then it's fine
But is that really me?
Just one childish dream
If it's me, I should just die
Just by me living like this
Tens of thousands of people are sad
No one wishes for me
It would be nice if it were that kind of world
Just by me disappearing
Hundreds of millions of people are happy
If no one hates anything
There's nothing happier than that
Tomorrow, I'll be a dream again
I should just disappear like this
Even if I live like this
Hundreds of millions of people don't know
No one wishes for me
Is that the kind of world it is?
Even if I disappear like this
Hundreds of millions of people won't change
If no one hates me
It wouldn't be a loss
In the end, everyone falls down the same way
I'll crumble as I lose myself on the wrong path
In the end, everyone drifts apart the same way
Just by me living like this
Why do you smile so much?
With that smile of yours
Even if I'm sad, even if I want to disappear
It would be better if there was no reason to say goodbye
Even if I disappear like this
Hundreds of millions of people won't change
But something that stops me
I can't smile at that face
