Totemo Itai Itagaritai (Hurting for a Very Hurtful Pain)

What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this

What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this

I'm already hurting, it hurts so much
Why does it hurt so damn much
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell you
I just want to let you know

It's so tough, it’s really tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I want to see you, I want to see you
This pain in my chest is so intense

It was my own doing, you see
I ended up hurting myself
If I just leave it alone, it’ll fade away
But the pain keeps coming back, nagging me

If I close my eyes, I can’t see anything
I can’t understand what’s happened
It’s so unfair, I can’t take it
Someone, please know my suffering

Don’t push it, don’t push it
Don’t give me that much stimulation
It’s okay, it’s okay
Don’t keep throwing me off

I’m fading away, I’m fading away
Yeah, I’ll just disappear, so
I’ve been pretending to be fine

I’m already hurting, it hurts so much
Why does it hurt so damn much
Ah, it hurts, I want to tell you
I just want to let you know

It’s so tough, it’s really tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I want to see you, I want to see you
This pain in my chest is so intense

I’ve done it again, you know
I can’t pinpoint the cause
There’s a big one lurking around
The pain is sharp, throbbing, and buzzing

If I stay quiet, no one will know
No one else can understand
So I won’t scream, I won’t let the wind blow
I’ll just live this empty life

That’s right, that’s right
If you can endure, it’ll be fine
So I keep, so I keep
Deceiving myself

I’m fading away, I’m fading away
Now I’ll send a sign from my side
If I keep pretending, I’ll just get worn out

Manipulating my mind
Even the pain feels like pleasure
There’s no limit to it
I want to be greedy and make it complete

But I’m stuck, I’m stuck, I’m regretting
Time has passed, I want it back
I’ll only take the good parts
It’s impossible to avoid the pain

What’s hidden in the pain, what’s hidden in the pain
What is it that’s being concealed
If it’s impossible, if it’s impossible
I’ll just ask for help properly

It’s about time, it’s about time
I’m about to finish my role
It’s finally time, it’s finally time
I’ll set you free now

But you know, but you know
Sometimes I want you to remember
Because when I forget, it shows up again
Don’t get too carried away
Just pay a little attention

There’s nothing left, nowhere to go
That person can’t be found anywhere
That pain is gone, it’s gone
There’s no more suffering

There’s nothing left, nowhere to go
You can’t be seen anywhere
The pain is gone, it’s gone
It shouldn’t be hard anymore

It shouldn’t be hard anymore

It’s tough, somehow it’s tough
Why does it have to be this hard
I was just waiting for something
But somehow, something feels off

I’m already hurting, it hurts so much
This time, what hurts so damn much
It shouldn’t hurt anymore
But again, this pain in my chest is so intense

What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this

What hurts, why does it hurt
Why does it hurt so damn much
What hurts, why does it hurt
Why do I want to hurt like this