Bom Dia

Good morning, the sun shines through my window today
And I'm thinking what if this day were
Different, less gray, like, more colors
If the neighbor's grass is green, I say bring flowers
It's not a life, each life is unique
It's not a night to make a song
I wish I had the luck of a subject
If I drown in my desires, it's a sudden death
Gathering the pieces without leaving home
I'm seeing the world but only from the surface
I'm about to leave but haven't packed my bags

I'm saying, I'll shoot but haven't loaded the bullet
And with every tear, my world collapses, disarms me
And every hurt I turn into laughter
If I walk on water, it's a miracle the flow
My calm flows, I swim in nothing if the boat sinks
I'm tired of living what I lived
I'm tired of crying for what I didn't see
I've said it, I'm not leaving here
Until the sun rises again today you'll hear me
I'm tired of living what I didn't see
I'm tired of crying for what I lived
I've said it, I'm not leaving here
Everything I have to say today you'll hear (today you'll hear me)

It's not
I'm tired of living like this
I can't repeat the same mistakes
I'm tired of living like this

Today is a good day to forget what troubles me
Of all the problems, few affect me
Leave reason aside, focus and just pretend
That nothing else matters, everything is right so cheers
I don't want the power of the sphinx, nor part of the throne
I don't want your toasts, favors, and bonuses
I have my tones, stereos and monos
The track, the message, that's what we are
Bunch of chromosomes, crazy, sick
Just water and carbon, love and the antonym
Assyrians and Babylonians
Contradiction, mantras and vices, chronic disorders
Demons and angels, hunger and obesity
We are nothing more than what we say we are
Whoever tells you otherwise, man, slaps you in the face, fool
Is the one who only accepts the truth as it comes to the eyes
Don't project your frustration onto me
The way I came and who I am is how I'll end
Don't project your ambitions onto me
The trust I carry doesn't fit in judgment
Don't project onto me in vain
I just regret, if I have to disappoint you
Better you than me
And the certainty I created is greater than my understanding
But the way I'm going here, it's not

It's not
I'm tired of living like this
I can't repeat the same mistakes
I'm tired of living like this