dogdog / Abuse (feat. Hatsune Miku)

At half past two in the morning
Jumped on the train with a sense of worth
Saying it's disgusting and turning away
Pretending to be a distant observer
Hey, how about it? Do you want to die?

I won't stop you
With this kind of speech, throwing yourself
Is quite reasonable

Generalizations are so good
No mercy for fetishism, so bad
The reason you want to hide
You all have it
Oh, is that so? Are you about to break?
The synchronization won't settle
Hey, it hurts, I want to disappear now
Stop hitting my head

I want to die, look, I want to die, if it hurts like this
I want to die, I want to die
Even so

I can't die, I can't die, I can't die
My body shrinks and can't move
Want to live? Want to live? My skin is screaming
Please allow me to scream

The normalcy you speak of
Is the alms for my death
The good deeds you do
Are the alms for my death

The affection you show
Is the alms for my death
The prostitution you loved
Is the alms for my death

I want to vomit, I want to vomit
I want to taste what I ate today
To prove that I'm alive

I want to die, I want to die
That's how I want to make sure
That I was alive
I was alive

I felt like I was singing in some song
Ideas, hopes, all of it is madness and weakness
Saying it's someone else's difference, it's selfish
I'm just singing alone here

But, but

I don't want you to cry for me
Somehow, I also want to die
With a face that seems happier than me
When you're sad, I want to kill

I want to die, I want to die, I want to die
My body and heart are just unraveling
I want to live, I want to live, I'm screaming, look
I'm so beautiful

My values scattered around
Stained in crimson, no shoulders to lean on
You didn't kill me, but
It would be nice if you felt guilty

The normalcy you speak of
Is the alms for my death
The good deeds you do
Are the alms for my death
The affection you show
Is the alms for my death
The prostitution you loved
Is the alms for my death

Terurari rari ra
Tar
Rataru rataru rataru
Terorarirarira
Tero
Teralirurarira