Tal Vez

Maybe one day everything will get better
Maybe bad luck will take pity on me
All my fears have now come true
Maybe my dreams can come true too

Maybe I've never been one of the best
Seeing how the one I love moves away from me
I don't know if I've learned from my mistakes
Maybe from my mistakes I learned to suffer

Because even if I have debts to pay
I feel like I'm going to collapse and I can't find a way out anymore
I know one day I'll be looking back
With my grandchildren on the couch, telling them about my life

And now I understand that this thing of missing
It's not the same as remembering because it only opens a wound
There are things that just come and go
And others that can stay with you until the last day

(Even though I have you in front of me)
(I will not lose the fear of losing you)
(Someday I will have to leave)
(Life is like that, come and hug me tight)

(I'm not afraid of dying)
(I'm afraid I won't see you again)
(If I've never told you like that)
(It's because this loving thing has never been my strong point)

And maybe my life won't change and it will only change me
Maybe I can see her in ways I've never seen before
Maybe it's not time that's needed
But rather the desire for time to heal the wounds it has left behind

And maybe it's because the pain makes me strong again
I have to break myself to put myself back together
Maybe it's not the time to accept what I feel
But this is my last attempt and it's not going to be a maybe

(Even though I have you in front of me)
(I will not lose the fear of losing you)
(Someday I will have to leave)
(Life is like that, come and hug me tight)

(I'm not afraid of dying)
(I'm afraid I won't see you again)
(If I've never told you like that)
(It's because this loving thing has never been my strong point)