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I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness
(What you do?)
(What we do?)

Nine-nine-nine, the day I was born
I held a pen since I was a toddler
Three years ago, I found the meaning
I became hip-hop
I started writing lyrics

Three years later, I found out
Cool, but I'm not cool
In my life, there are valuable things without lies

Usually scribbling, putting sincerity into
Spitting out rap
Even without deciding on a theme
Every moment becomes a theme
Uh, even if there is no clear reason for life
I have conviction (ayy)
Gathering my lyrics later
I will prove the reason like nagging

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness
(What you do?)
(What we do?)

Why do we live?
What’s the purpose?
Is it forty-two? Stop speaking nonsense
Life's time flows like water
In the blink of an eye, I'm already dead
Yah, I don't like that
I don't want to regret before I die
I don't like you holding my pocket
I don't want to erase dreams just to get a salary (ah, yeah)

God gave us an option
Choose a path, selection, oh, whoa
I knew it since I was born
Don't step on the brake
Just step on the first letter and live like no one else

I've been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die?
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
Is it better if I die? (Suicide)
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime
Finding meaning in emptiness
(What you do?)
(What we do?)

You have to be rational and logical
You can’t be a loser
When did money become the goal
And the whole life
My goal in the world I lived in
Was just being swayed by a yellow figure
I don't want to watch my stumbling figure
Let’s talk about it, uh

How about you? What did you live for?
(Money, money, money, money)
Then what is your dream?
Have you found a job?
(What is it? What is it? What is it? What is it?)
(I don't know)

There are no answers in meaninglessness
My ignorant world is vast
Don't be fooled by
All the false testimonies tempting me in the mirror
(Please pray together)

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life (thinking ‘bout my life)
Is it better if I die? (Better if I die?)
Until I fall asleep for a lifetime (I wanna go to sleep)
Finding meaning in emptiness (what does life mean?)

I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life
I’ve been thinking ‘bout my life