Solari

I spend more time in my head than in the sun
I think more about my sadness than about you
I have some fear and it's my voice
That goes Boo! To the heart and the fear

Someone told me to make friends with the pain
And I bet heavily on love matters
But seeing you here again, I saw that no, that no
This wasn't a game

And since I'm a sore loser
I sing against the odds
And the rest of the pain goes with you

Adrift
And the kiss goodbye
I bet it all in this life of pain

Here in my chest, there's some confusion
And I hear voices yelling coward!
You're going to take a step forward
You're going to release the barriers of your mind

In my gaze, you'll never see peace
If I'm mediocre, what are you going to do, it is what it is
I won't close the door anymore
I want to see the sun, I want to see you awake

And since I'm a sore loser