Noche

I want to disappear
I'm tired of falling
Into your lies that shatter my being
Don't ask me for forgiveness anymore

There's not enough reason
For me to forget your treacherous betrayal
You abandoned me as a child
Feeling such pure affection

Every night I waited for you
In solitude, I got used to hating you
And now you don't want to come back

Every night I waited for you
Taught me not to believe in anyone

I must accept my mistake still full of pain

Today has dawned again
And you're not here again
My suffering must be your pleasure

I'm paying for all the traumas
From my childhood in a costly way
But you remain the same
Your alcoholism never stops

I have a scar in my heart
And I can't be happy anymore due to the distress
I just want a reason
To help me be better
And finally end this pain

Every night I waited for you
In solitude, I got used to hating you
And now you don't want to come back
Every night I waited
For you taught me not to believe in anyone

I don't think I'll ever forgive
I won't answer any calls
Keep your pain
I'll stay
Forever with this resentment

Every night I waited for you
I destroyed myself and never became
The person I once was

Every night I waited
For you turned me into a soulless robot