Bullying

You break, my heart of stone
It plunges into the ivy
Because of the blows and insults
That diminish me
And I cry, each time I worsen
I choke on frustration
Defenseless against their anger

And I know no one can believe the immense cruelty of my testimony
I will try to disappear to not be the victim of that demon
That lives lacerating my being while I dream of one day being able to escape
From its prison

I can't bear the guilt of all the violence in your home
Nor your lack of affection
Don't come now wanting to vent
You touched my limit
I only imitated you
A couple of blows and I made you beg
But don't get it wrong
I'm not a demon
Life will be the one to make you pay yeah
I know your situation
I see your pain
But I hope you can be better
It's your decision
Drain the resentment
And make amends

And I know no one can believe the immense cruelty of my testimony
I will try to disappear to not be the victim of that demon
That lives lacerating my being while I dream of one day being able to escape
From its prison

And no one guided your steps
You had blows instead of hugs
A wound in my heart
We are just victims of this vile society that forever abandons
Those who vulnerably try to grow and become a good person
And then they unload in their adulthood all the stored resentment
Against this world that
Discarded them
Alone with their pain
They wanted to be better