Fiat Lux

Go on a path of peace
Evils that come for good
Never look back
Don't forget me
And what I told you
For what little I know, the sky shouldn't collapse out of nowhere

The restless mind, the immense pain
Eyes searching for emergency exits
While it's still summer here, see for yourself
The empty house, the empty voicemail
Different hemispheres, passengers of agony
The neighborhood where no one goes
The house where no one lives
What no one says is that life is tough

And tough not because you're not here
But because you're in another place that isn't mine
That isn't me
What was the point of living everything
If now the meaning escapes me and not even God
Who ordered chaos in seven days
Will shout Let there be light and light up the cold lands
Where I walk, stepping on thorns
Clumsy Quixote, I attack windmills
In dragons I invent to give meaning to the whirlwind
And I no longer find myself

But oh, it's not about light at the end of the tunnel
And damn it
Not a shortcut to happiness
It's just the gum of pain that I chew until it loses its taste
And then spit it out and say
Good riddance!

Go on a path of peace
Evils that come for good
Never look back
Don't forget me
And what I told you
For what little I know, the sky shouldn't collapse out of nowhere

If everything has already been said
If everything good has been done
If there are millions of unsaids
Clouding my chest
How can a guy like me not fall apart?

Passwords and passcodes and acronyms
Ambiguous colors
And boredom and more harassment
Then, photos of celebrities
Words of wisdom
Sunset with sepia filter
More fuss and excitement
And I don't. I already think silence is golden
Because the more I run and flee
The more information I receive, the less I hear
My own cries for help
I float more in the void

Romances I could have written
Of words held back
Passions I could have lived
Only in the realm of ideas
Encounters marked by destiny by chance
To which I failed
But you exist by feeling
Your absence, absence, which violently reverberates in me
Fuel to give you this letter
That if I stop singing, the pain increases
The way to eternalize this encounter
That if the body stumbles, the song continues
Or if the view blurs from crying
Breaks and tears apart, shatters the despair and says

Go on a path of peace
Evils that come for good
Never look back
Don't forget me
And what I told you
For what little I know, the sky shouldn't collapse out of nowhere