Brinquedo Assassino

Every child dreams of being happy
Thrown into the big world, a crime apprentice
Smell of death spread in the air...
Black Santa Claus came to get me

God enlighten the child's paradise
Even their problems come from kindergarten
Even if the police didn't kill, it would be a good thing
Even if a pastor in the psych ward steals from someone...
Because life always offered me death
Death called me to play, offering me luck
No one ever gave me a positive point
When I went to steal, they called me aggressive
I came from a dysfunctional family
Where hunger turned a mother into a servant
For the rich to step on, infuriate me, drive me crazy
It was then that an 'uncle' came to tell me:
First they'll give you a gun and some stuff
To sell on the corner and get the kids addicted
Then they'll give
Car, house with a pool and so on...
Then the devil comes to my door calling me

Chorus: Killer toy doesn't leave my mind...
It was made of iron, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy doesn't leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many people (x2)

I was playing video games when someone called me
I got up, opened the door, didn't see who shot
My hand is cold, I can't feel my arm
I can't move from the neck down
Throughout my body, the bitter cold of winter
The echo of the square
Of the monster hurting me
If I had a chance, I would be a player
A rap singer to express my pain
I know what the world has always offered us
The rotten part comes against us
poverty and frustration
In the soul, the revolt, in the trauma, you feel it around you
Paradise is my destination
Normal for me
To see hostages die of hunger in captivity
And even if they drag me and tie me up
In tragedy, for the middle class, I'm just another attraction
circus of comedy
My world built like a sandcastle
Shaped with a lot of drugs in the veins
I abandoned the street school, made shelter
In the street smarts, an aggressive speech
I saw my own blood dripping on my face
I remember a couple of believers said I would die
After a few seconds, the crowd comes to look at me
With eyes popping out and the body agonizing

(Chorus)
Killer toy doesn't leave my mind...
It was made of iron, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy doesn't leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many people (x2)

My heart stopped and a black angel showed me the way
Where I would find roses or thorns
I continued on the path, saw a baby begging for alms
Bush, Saddam playing ball
Uncle Scrooge gave me money
A beautiful nurse and a nun said like this:
May God protect you from darkness
Read Job for the new generation, a better world
I saw Hebe, Xuxa interned in a nursing home
Blonde Pelé in Europe
Asking for asylum
It seemed like a nightmare, blood I vomited
My whole body froze and I could hardly hear
In the scream of the old lady, help, I was dead
I felt her warm hand on my face
I don't know, will I live in heaven with the orphans
Or will they tear my body in a hospital and sell my organs
Before on horseback, four wheels is the future
I was going to kill too
They laid me down full of holes
I remembered my parents' advice at that moment
They said don't go
I wanted more
The man's machine connected to the heart
God touched my soul saying I am the salvation
If you can live without crime, without drugs
And today I tear the world apart from a wheelchair

(Testimony)
I always had the dream of singing rap
but the world put several barriers in my way
and today my story is represented in the voice of the
family
may God light your way

(Chorus)
Killer toy doesn't leave my mind...
It was made of iron, with twelve bullets in the clip
Killer toy doesn't leave my mind
And the end of the year was better for many people (x2)
By: Niiel Oliveira
MSN: nieloliveira97@hotmail.com