Incógnito (feat. J. Ariais)

The memories haunt, steal sleep
Empty gaze, the emptiness is intense
My daughter crying, asking for help
My worst nightmare!

What am I still doing here?
Insisting on the mistake
Blind seeking comfort in others' approval
Aware of the placebo effect on the ego

Everything is temporary and my heart knows
Still insists on believing
Forgot the coward
That the hand that thanks and applauds
Tomorrow is the one that wants to kill you?

The streets are so empty, where are the kids?
Bringing back the past
And freeing me from the karma of walking alone
Legacy of the fool who thought he was wise

Certainty condemns sadness
And truth brings loneliness
Between self-sentence and dismissal
Without even trusting your own heart, no

The worst was not the last decision
When the best conclusion was to run away
It was staying up all night in the cold dew
I found out I didn't even have anywhere to go!

My daughter smiles, gives me a hug
Saves me from slow suicide
Makes me forget this longing
That kills me inside

Only I know that behind the silence
That precedes the evil of the shot
Their luck was that I have you
To maintain balance in hatred!

Sometimes the end of everything seems fair to me
And gives meaning to the poison
The damn thing is that not always
The anguish gives way to calm
To the justice of time

This shit steals my peace, for real
You can't even imagine, my mind is racing
And the nights no longer provide rest for a few days, man

May my pains heal by crying alone
Surrounded by dissatisfaction, talking to the books
I know how you feel
I remember us, and everything that couldn't be
Do you still think of me, like I think of you?

And some say it's easy to condemn your smile
Attribute luck, the sleepless nights, the rush, it will go unnoticed
I fucked up, man, but I was trying to get it right
But time is also flawed
Doesn't analyze intentions, won't forgive

I don't fear the shot that comes from behind
One day it helped me conclude
That a friend is money in your pocket
As I heard my whole life!
Everything is history, becomes the past
And is forgotten, it's like it never existed
I know how it drives me crazy, makes me hate myself
Get used to your absence here!
One day maybe I'll still remember a moment, or what happened
Inventing meanings for life, when the sky fell silent again

And they still think they know
How many nights it cost me everything
Skilled convictions judge
When I don't even know what I am
Has love turned into business?

What isn't business?
What was once peace doesn't let me sleep
It divides between passion and hatred
Questioning myself: Why do I care so much
When no one else wants to know?

In fear that the lights will come on
Afraid of what I might see
Bringing back the past, today I just want to go out
Paint a little field, set up some goals with the wood
Spend the afternoon in some double races

A ramp for bikes, for skateboards
With the construction plywood
Forget about money, about rushing, about all this shit
That always ends in frustration
In the perpetual prison of homes, sheltered in isolation

In the escape between glasses and bars, trading life for a moment
The end is the same, it seems the same!
Come on, give me a break, these philosophies still kill me
Bitterly missing everything that this once was