Vida Perdida

(Yeah, it's the Rapter, the Soyer the damn Graffter House, lost life, he says)

My heart forgives
My mind won't forget
This kid can't reason, his life is lost
I'm fed up with this shit they call life
In my mind, there's a lot of garbage
The devil advises me every day
I'm shattered in my self-esteem
Sometimes not even the drugs satisfied me
My heart screamed in pain when I heard the beautiful melody
In one hand, I had my drink
And in the other, my pen
Writing everything that happened
(everything that happened)
I'm a lost kid in this battle
I gave up
I don't know what's going on inside my system
My mind doesn't want any more problems
Sometimes I want to leave everything as it is
And not live anymore
I find myself alone, lost
Sunk
In this sea
Unable to swim
(unable to swim)
I've lost everything, I don't even know how it happened
I accepted reality and lost my faith
Nothing interests me anymore
Everything went to hell
I live in a hellish world that feels like it's burning me
I'm confused about my life
I find myself in a damn abyss with no way out
(no way out)

(it's the Soyer, my damn Graff)
That kid fell apart
His mind took off
All the problems flew away in a puff
And walking sad and alone, thinking of an answer
For that logical question, I have a clear one
On the track, I hit
I don't put the brakes on anything
Always moving forward even though everything's already ugly
Here in the hood
With a blunt in hand
Trying to forget everything I've been through
Caused
Hurt my mother
Every tear that fell from her eyes
Is because of me
Because of my mistakes
I carry a broken heart from disappointments
My life is lost
It went down
That smoke remembering yesterday
Every tear, every rhyme I wrote in my notebook
Sliding on the beat, I killed the problems
(I killed the problems)
Lost life
Searching for a solution
For every situation
Inside, everything died
Only sadness and a broken heart remain
And a broken heart.