Toxic Christmas

With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching
Your gaze says nothing
With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching
Your gaze says nothing
How we went from everything to nothing

A year ago we were decorating the tree together
Buying wine to get drunk and forget about the world
And now I don't even know if you would recognize me
After 365 days
Same scene but your seat is empty at dinner
Hoping for a greeting on Christmas Eve
I don't feel like doing anything
Don't worry about anything
I'll toast with my girl when the bells ring

With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching
Your gaze says nothing
How we went from everything to nothing
With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching your gaze and it says nothing
How we went from everything to nothing

And now it really hurts
More than I imagined
I asked for the gift of having you in my
Bed because it's cold
It's snowing but come out
Here
I hope everything goes well for you anyway
Like me, I think I've told you everything now
Here's a postcard of memories
For you and your dude
With a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year

With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching
Your gaze says nothing
How we went from everything to nothing
With you, I was happy
And now another new year passes without you
I keep searching your gaze and it says nothing
How we went from everything to nothing