Cry Again

That day I woke up, I dreamed of Lolita
You were still asleep there under the mini-split blades
I went down for a smoothie, took the messenger
Then I wrote to her right away, told her the whole dream

She was taking care of the baby and I with stacks of money
She kissed me and I gave it to her, well, I fucked her
They taught me not to be reserved in anything
To let go and allow everything to come out
They call it catharsis, expressing and dressing
I didn't even follow her, I just went to tell her
You stayed there, and I went to the gym
And coming back you threw me on the phone

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed

Upon arriving home and going up to the floor
Entering the bedroom, I began to relate
All your clothes together inside the suitcase
And an emotion on your face unable to define

You gathered questions that led to opening
The possibility of seeing you leave
I had to accept it and at that moment I died
And thus resurrect to ask for forgiveness
No accepted apology will serve for anything
You asked me to take you to the airport to flee
You got off just like that and without saying goodbye
I got off to comment, I didn't want to hurt you

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed

Maybe if it didn't work once
Maybe it won't work two or three times
Maybe if it didn't work once
Maybe it won't work two or three times

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed

So don't you call my name
When I'm not around
I'll never cry again
I'm just not allowed