Mi Cruz

My name is Adam cross and my cross is to be Adam
I realized that the saddest kisses are the ones that are not given
I go with the eagerness to find tranquility
To escape from this reality, but I can't find a damn plan

I miss your smile, so I can have mine
I miss your eyes, to see everything more clearly
I miss your body, to satisfy mine
Being alone in this huge bed is expensive for me

I turned a few dollars into crack
And put them in my lungs
I lost friendships, peace, I lost a couple of millions
What hurts me the most, heart of hearts
Is losing you, is losing you and is losing you

Kissing you
I kissed the most beautiful girl in this world
I lost her and fell into the underworld
I feel like shit in a minute
And worse the next second
I never imagined hell was this deep

She left my side and I slept with actresses
Models, other women, and the occasional star
Pretty, beautiful, and lovely, but none like her
Nothing, they don't taste the same, don't smell the same, don't hug the same
It bothers me and disrupts the tender way you make
Me take the damn beating

I want to die
But if I die, I go and I screw myself
And I will never be able to get you back
I prefer to wait and feel your skin again
This skin that would give anything to love you again
To see you again and give what I didn't give
What I already understood, what I never saw
What I could give and give and give and

It only pleases me to know that you are well
But I know very well that you are not well, my love
If you come back soon, I will wait for you
I swear never to make the same mistake

It only pleases me to know that you are well
But I know very well that you are not well, my love
If you come back soon, I will wait for you
I swear never to make the same mistake

It only pleases me to know that you are well
But I know very well that you are not well, my love
If you come back soon, I will wait for you
I swear never to make the same mistake

It only pleases me to know that you are well
But I know very well that you are not well, my love
If you come back soon, I will wait for you
I swear never to make the same mistake