Perdido
Adán Cruz
Lost
I thought I had lost you
And it's not like that, here you are still with me
I felt you have solved my life
You make me feel
I, believed
I thought I had already lost you when I saw you with that other guy
I couldn't control my pupil, I got angry like Godzilla
The phone in front of my face, as if I had been shot
I didn't see you online and you didn't text me a single word
I feel jealous that you're all dolled up, that he steals you like I stole your gaze
That when he walks, he makes you laugh even if not out loud
The world came crashing down on me in a matter of seconds
This rhyme makes me want to get revenge and at the same time not cause as much harm as before, it amazes me
I thought I had lost you
And it's not like that, here you are still with me
I felt you have solved my life
You make me feel
I, believed
You make me burn like a volcano and lava
Spin around like a washing machine if it washes
Howl inside like a wolf at night
Get as hard as the elbow bone
You might feel pressured
But I can't stand others looking at you with lust
I vent out as I fall like a waterfall
Like the one where I took photos of you squatting
With you, everything is there, without you, only the void
And to see you, one must wait for weeks
If something comforts me, it's your calls
And even though I want to last alone, they fade away
Let me catch my breath because I'm losing it
I wish it were as easy to hold on to you if you leave
I thought I had lost you
And it's not like that, here you are still with me
I felt you have solved my life
You make me feel
I, believed