Vaivén

I stay up late staring at my phone
Your goodbye left me motionless
Sleeping was the only solution I found
I inhale into the void and exhale your name

An abandoned wasteland full of graffiti
Now I cool down, what I touch explodes like a missile
It eats me up inside and yes
I don't like being who I am
How do I stop being it if my intention never reached me?

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
I'm afraid I won't be able to feel warmth again
And I don't know why, but I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall back into that back and forth

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
I'm afraid I won't be able to feel warmth again
And I don't know why, but I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall back into that back and forth

A lump in my throat that won't go away
I was flying and I landed
I look at the clock and it makes me think
If I invested my time or wasted it

Drop by drop tears fall
In the open sea, you have me
Looking for answers on the shore
Swimming without being able to see my feet

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
I'm afraid I won't be able to feel warmth again
And I don't know why, but I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall back into that back and forth

Lately, lying comes so easily to me
I'm afraid I won't be able to feel warmth again
And I don't know why, but I let myself be held
Knowing I was going to fall back into that back and forth

Today I return to normalcy
Don't be so sweet that they'll eat you up
Adán Cruz