心という名の不可解 (kokorotoiunanofukakai)

The sound of you blinking
Even the sound of looking away
I can easily distinguish them

At times, what shall we call this illness
That no one should know
I don't even expect anything from the heart

There is not even a slight deviation
In the zigzag recorded in the personality
There should be no further meaning

Therefore, no matter how you smile
What is not written in the medical records
Is not worth believing

That's all

I am dead
I am dead

Just that

It's vague, it's invisible
There is no optimal treatment anywhere

Hey
What should I do about emotional judgment
What should I do about religious discrimination
The unclear that cannot be proven
Is an error that pulses

Peace and comfort are irrelevant
Even if it's a life of regret
What is the reason for the clouding of these eyes

Through the message of striking the tower of eternity and silence
How long will I intend to forget

With the fingers that connect tomorrow
I count the things I've missed
Remaining empty

I am dead
I am dead

Actually

If you touch me roughly
Even the gaping void can be filled

This is the true nature
Putting a scale on expressions
Love seems like medication
On an operating table that cannot be dissected
I won't understand the answer

Not proving everything with formulas
The inexplicable name of the heart
And me, who cannot get used to it

See through

I am dead
I am dead

Tell me there are no never-ending dreams here

What should I do about emotional judgment

What should I do about emotional judgment
What should I do about religious discrimination
The unclear that cannot be proven
Is an error that pulses

No matter how many times I refuse and push away
That's how I'll be gentle again
What is the reason for the clouding of these eyes
What is the name of these feelings