El Cuerpo Que Habito

This body you see
That drags me every damn day
Has a heaviness
That suffocates me but leaves me alive
It has stretch marks and folds
Not even drugs numb
These wounds that I've already gone over
And they still sound like a cliché
I confess
Sometimes I hate this body

Sometimes I look in the mirror
And I can love who I see
Sometimes there's a short circuit
I get lost in the body I inhabit

This body you see
Has had so many lost battles
Trying to be someone it's not
And killing itself once or twice a day
It has incomplete diets
A bunch of t-shirts
That hide these desires to admit
That there are moments when I want to say
I confess
Sometimes I hate this body

Sometimes I look in the mirror
And I can love who I see
Sometimes there's a short circuit
I get lost in the body I inhabit

Sometimes I feel like a shadow
That grows and grows shapeless
Sometimes there's a short circuit
I get lost in the body I inhabit

I get lost in the body I inhabit
I get lost in the body I inhabit