Aikotoba

It's not a kindness like a decoration
But a warmth so useless, ah
Today, once again, I line up selfish ideals
Unable to put it into words, I swallow it

Memories are still fragrant with osmanthus
In a twilight-colored city
We were laughing

My heart aches and tears overflow
Finding a light by my side that day
I was being spoiled
The wind was too loud, so I covered my ears
I have to graduate from that version of myself
Even if stumbling over words of love

Cunning since ancient times
Becoming a notebook in the corner of the bed
Pretending to be pitiful to be embraced by someone
I was always looking out the window

Playing hide and seek with shooting stars
Wishing to meet just one
Ripe fruit grasping the night
Can someone like me reach there?
Where everyone envies love

Climbing a few steps up, then a few steps down
A voice saying 'Hang in there, just a little more'
Turning into poison or medicine
Becoming light or shadow
Moving me
I have to go
Even if you waving goodbye becomes smaller

Love in my heart, kindness in my hands
I search for a light for you
Because I want to see you smile
The wind was too loud, so I covered my ears
I have to graduate from that version of myself
Can you hear the words of love?