Todavia te extraño

Despite everything
every tear shed,
every lie,
every time you were mine,
there is a feeling
And I don't deny it
Although everything was a game
I can't grasp my dreams.

I wish to see you,
how much it hurt to lose you,
to think about living life with you until death.
Although I am strong
I was defeated by bad luck
not even a thousand caresses could stop you.

And yet
you continue to be the first
I will never forget you
I swear even if I die.
I know you were bad
And my heart was worth nothing to you
Until this time
I can't find the reason.

I lost you, damn it
I can't forget you
I will always sigh
every time I remember you.
How I wish
to go back a little
And never have met you
So I could live in peace.

(chorus): And I still miss you,
still think of you,
still miss you.

Remembering the things we went through
In those times
I know what I gave you
And sometimes I regret it.
When I am alone
I miss you
I know you did wrong
And I wish to forgive you.
But I remember
when you cross my mind
what will other people say.
If I let you hurt me
one more time
I know I told you
to leave me alone.

And here I am confused
And distressed thinking
how things would have been
if we had fixed
everything.
What's mine would be yours
And you would be my wife.

How I wish
to tell you how I feel
how I wish
you make me happy
I barely have
the courage to say
that despite everything
I still think of you.

(chorus): And I still miss you,
still think of you,
still miss you.

"I thought everything was very simple
and to rebuild my life without you
and now maybe I should give you another chance..
don't you think?"

And without denying it
every time I hear your voice
I sense that you deny it
I know you suffer for both of us
That's why
we keep seeing each other
with smiles
covering our feelings.
Keep pretending
like only you know how
ever thought
life would be so blue.
I can give you
everything but how to love you
because this man
keeps moving forward.

What would you want different
if you came back
You would still mock me
like you did before
you didn't think
I would miss you so much
let me think about it a bit
so I don't go crazy
I don't want to be sad either
maybe one day we'll be together
again but for now
my world is still upside down.

(chorus): And I still miss you,
still think of you,
still miss you.