A Pesar De Todo

Despite everything
every tear shed
every lie
every time you were mine
there is a feeling,
and I don't deny it,
even though it was all a game
I can't grasp my dream

I wish to see you
how much it hurt to lose you
thinking of living life with you until death
even though I am strong
bad luck defeated me
not even a thousand caresses could stop you
And yet
you still feel like the first
I will never forget you
I swear, even if I die
I know you were bad
and my heart was worth nothing to you
I still can't find the reason
I lost you, damn it,
I can't forget you
I will always sigh
every time I remember you
how I wish
to go back a little
and never have met you
so I could live in peace

(Adan Sanchez)
And I still miss you
even though I think of you
even though I miss you... (despite everything)

Remembering the things we went through
at that time
I know I left you
and sometimes I regret it
when I'm alone I start missing you
I know you did wrong
and I wish to forgive you
but I remember
when you cross my mind
what will other people say
if I let you hurt me once again
I know I told you to leave me alone
And here I am confused and distressed
thinking how things would have been
if we had fixed everything
if mine were yours
and you were my wife
How I wish to tell you how I feel
how I wish you could make me happy
I barely have the courage to say
that despite everything I still think of you

(Adan Sanchez)
And I still miss you
even though I think of you
even though I miss you... (despite everything)

(I thought everything was very simple
I wanted to live my life without you
and now maybe I should give you another chance,
don't you think?..)

And without stopping
every time I hear your voice
I feel you deny it
I know you suffer for both of us
that's why we keep seeing each other
with smiles covering our feelings
you keep pretending as only you know how
ever thought life would be so blue
I can give you everything, but as a lover
because this man keeps moving forward

What would you do differently
if you came back,
would you still mock me?
like you did before
you didn't think
that I would miss you so much
let me think about it a bit
so I don't go crazy
I don't want to be sad either
Maybe one day we'll be together again
but for now my world is upside down

(Adan Sanchez)
And I still miss you
even though I think of you
even though I miss you... (despite everything)