Borracho y Loco

I know I don’t show how I feel
But we’re in the same boat, right?
Trying to make me jealous with other guys around
What do you want me to do?

The big disappointment I have feels like death
Sighing because I can’t see you anymore
Wanting to stop you and never lose you
Fuck my bad luck

Seeing you with someone else keeps me up at night
Because right now I can’t handle my jealousy
I call you, wanting to love you but I can’t
I don’t know what’s going on with me but I can’t bring myself to

Maybe with the booze and glasses of wine
I’ll lose sight of my destiny
Erase you from my memory forever
And start fresh with my simple story

I curse every day of my defeat
And I remember more and more with every drink
I erase you a little and spend my time on the street
Drunk and crazy without a care

And here I am, drunk and crazy
And my stupid heart will always shine
(It will always shine)

If I seem like I don’t care
It’s so the guys don’t find out
That I can’t hold it together
I want to scream while crying with you in front of me
With this fucking dance

I feel flames in my chest
My body numb, anxious and wrecked
And you do what you never did to me
Shameless, like you didn’t know me

You laugh dancing so sexy
Inside I know you feel the same
Play dumb all by yourself
I’m about to explode like a gun

The drinks aren’t helping anymore
The more I see you, my palms sweat
I feel like I’m suffocating
And now I’ll end up completely crazy

And here I am, drunk and crazy
And my stupid heart will always shine
(It will always shine)
And I will love you
I will love you forever
Baby, don’t fix your hair in bed
Because the travelers will be late

I look in the mirror and see your reflection
I say your name and then I regret it
Because of you, lost in this vice, sometimes I say
I’ll jump off a building

What I wouldn’t give
For you to be real
And share your life with me
But it doesn’t happen and I’m still depressed
Slow steps, tough moments

Whoever isn’t with you
I don’t think I deserve this miserable punishment
But I hope you have fun
I assure you that one day you’ll wake up

You’ll look for what we had
But what you and I were no longer exists
I’ll forget you little by little
But your memory still drives me crazy

And here I am, drunk and crazy
And my stupid heart will always shine
(It will always shine)