Despues de Amar
Albert Saenz
After Loving
After loving, there's sadness in my soul
after so many lost promises
today you're leaving, you're walking out of my life
what irony my soul feels upon waking up
I feel something deep inside me and it disturbs me
I can't believe this is happening
How can you be capable
of hurting me so much like this
you're walking out of my life
and I still love you (repeat)
And I feel like I'm dying
seeing that I want to talk to you and you ignore me
tell me what happened with you
I'll know how to understand
I just ask you for one favor
to be very honest with me
I want to know if there's already someone
taking my place
And you keep on hurting my life like this
giving me a wound
while I can't forget you (repeat)
Desolation and oblivion accompany me
going hand in hand showing the dark
my eyes don't see their light you've taken away
today I walk by inertia alone
I know time passes and nothing changes
even though nothing of my life remains
I'll keep the hope
of ending my suffering
today I just wish to hate you
and yet you're inside me (repeat)
How I wish to know
what it feels like to be in your body
to know the beauty of your soul
if it can even exist
I have something to say
or rather something to ask you
where did you learn to deceive me so much
I was foolish and believed you
And you keep on hurting my life like this
giving me a wound
while I can't forget you...