Ou Ela Ou Eu

This forbidden love
Hidden by both of us
Punishes me too much
This anguish, this pain
Of watching you two
I can't take it anymore

When we meet
And you pretend
That I'm not yours
In the handshake
My gaze goes to the ground
So no one notices

Her or me
Many times I thought
I rehearsed to say
But at the crucial moment, I don't dare to speak
To not upset you
Her or me
It's the answer I would most like to have
I just don't ask
Out of fear of the void
That you will create

And so I go on
Not knowing until when
I'll be able to bear
The certainty that
To you, I'm just a case
Without time and place
I barely disguise the embarrassment
Of knowing that in your arms
She finds shelter
I die just thinking
That you do with her
Everything you do with me