Como Quisiera

You can't imagine
how I wish not to cry what I've cried
and wake up with your caresses or your gaze
how I wish
you can't imagine how I wish to walk to your house
to fill myself with your body or a gaze
how I wish
but I can't and in this darkness I'm in
I walk not knowing where I'm going
I don't understand my failure
and I take some steps without your love
what I would give to have you once more
searching for my truth within your body
doesn't matter if you leave me asleep in the nest once more

how I wish