No Estoy Triste

I'm not sad that you decided
not to keep going with me.
I get it...
because there's nothing more sacred
than the warmth of your own nest.
I'm not sad that you canceled
our happiest moments...
leaving me like a stray wolf
with nothing but empty hands...
I'm not sad because you'll easily forget
the place and the time...
I understand because our lives have
different alphabets...
I'm not sad that you leave me to my fate
I've been rehearsing this with my death
The sadness that has me destroyed
is having said goodbye...