No Es Que Me Quiera Ir
Alejandro Fernández
It's Not That I Want to Leave
I loved you
With all that loving you implied
I didn't care about healing you and as always
I stayed for last
I loved you
Even though sadly it meant the same to you
I endured until my optimism couldn't take it
I got tired of the illusion, drew my line
Even if it breaks my heart
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay here
It's that I don't deserve your disdain
And in my defense I will argue that I was
The best version of myself without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay
I gave everything, everything on my part
But it wasn't enough
I don't know what I lacked
I just hope that in the end you don't regret
That your calculations go wrong
I wish you well
Find another love
And hopefully they love you half
Of how much I loved you
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay here
It's that I don't deserve your disdain
And in my defense I will argue that I was
The best version of myself without deserving it
It's not my fault that you don't want
It's not that I want to leave
It's that I don't know how to stay
I gave everything, everything on my part
But it wasn't enough
I don't know what I lacked
I just hope that in the end you don't regret
That your calculations go wrong
I wish you well
Find another love
And hopefully they love you half
Of how much I loved you
