Hard To Let Go

Sorry, but I've walked through hundreds of changes
How come I can't help but let you go without any regrets?
You're actually not worth my effort to fight for
Trying to change for you, only to realize you want me to do the impossible

Sorry for these three words, I shouldn't always hang on the edge
But every time your anticipation turns into my frustration
Don't understand why love always gets distorted by reality
Can only act like a fool standing far away waiting

I never thought
Holding back is harder than breaking up
You're hidden in my heart in those fleeting moments
Want to say goodbye at the end but don't want to let you go

We all deeply loved each other, this time don't break the silence
Those beautiful words, owning half is enough
Don't understand why love always gets distorted by reality
I'm still like a fool standing far away waiting

I never thought
Holding back is harder than breaking up
You're hidden in my heart in those fleeting moments
Want to say goodbye at the end but don't want to let you go

Always been a person standing far away
Waiting for someone to come back
Holding onto my time, unwilling to break up and let go
But can't fill the void in my heart with that person

I never thought
Holding back is harder than breaking up
You're hidden in my heart in those fleeting moments
Can or can't make me selfish, not letting you go

I never thought
Holding back is harder than breaking up
Your happiness won't be mine anymore
Want to say goodbye at the end but still want to linger