Futurofobia

I spend afternoons remembering
When I saw the mud and the mire
I spend some nights thinking
Trembling and doubting everything

If what's between us
Will manage to work somehow
And if it doesn't work, will I work alone?

(I don't know)

I apologize if my inner anguish arose to return
I don't want a failure on my path, as I won't be able
To live assuming I hurt the woman
With whom I want to live every day until we grow old

If only a partridge were needed
For our happy ending
But I know it's not like that

(No, no)

I will never give up

You are everything that drives me to continue
I can't afford
To lose what I achieved

(No, no)

My future is not a future if you're not here
My future is not a future if you're not here
My future is not a future if you're not here

It's a cruel joke
That I don't want to understand
If you were in my shoes
You could see that

That this fear consumes me little by little
I fear breaking this like everything I touch
I'm sorry if at times I seem to go crazy
But I truly go crazy if I don't feel you

I know sometimes we have to make sharp turns
But if we manage to put all the pieces together
We'll have the most beautiful work in our lap
And we'll keep it forever with just one hug

My future is not a future if you're not here
My future is not a future if you're not here
My past is already past for being without you
My present is your present and that's how I'm happy