Temblando

Shaking with closed eyes
the sky is cloudy and in the distance you...
talking about what has happened to you.
trying to put words in order,
so as not to hurt me so much,
so much... and I...
keep shaking.
Hand in hand and very carefully
you kissed each other in silence,
when there was no light,
and it amuses me,
the way you tell it
like someone saying they thought
they decided...
that we are still friends, and I...
I'm shaking and crying...
and I had sworn I would never cry.
Listening to every word,
that I don't want to hear.
tearing myself apart, begging you, trying to make you remember
but you... just say...
'I'm going to hang up.'