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Sorry that it's through this medium
That I have to tell you this, but
Maybe I didn't have the courage to say it to your face
I just want you to know something

How time has passed
I'm no longer the boy who used to play with toys
You've seen me grow
You've seen me mature
But there's something I need to explain
I understand my mistakes
And please don't ignore me
There have been few times I've been able to talk to you

Your intentions are good, I know
I never doubted that you love me
And even though I have it alive, I feel like I'm missing your warmth
Forgive me if I make you cry
Because I need to tell the truth
To you, my beautiful mother

It's been more than 20 years by your side
Which I haven't been able to talk because I've felt proud
But now I'm willing and I've come to talk
About something in my life that you should be aware of
That things are not exactly as they seem
That you have a healthy son and you shouldn't worry

Many times I felt lonely
To avoid that feeling, I looked for any way
I had fun in the street in a tough environment
There were weapons, alcohol, and all kinds of people
Maybe they were looking to fill themselves in some way
Pleasures, sex, somehow satisfy themselves
And I won't deny that I lost sight
And sometimes, mother, I fell into temptation
It wasn't for lack of advice, I won't hide that
But it's not just saying it, you have to show it
And since I didn't feel your affection and I'm not perfect either
I started losing consciousness and creating that flaw
Of letting myself be carried away by emotions many times
I was tied to many things, I felt confused
And even though I supposedly had good relationships
Betrayals were slowly coming from all over the world

But He changed my mind
Now I'm different
He told me to honor you
And come talk to you face to face

Tell me, who is He?
He is almighty and helps many people
And never abandons me, He is present with me
But why are you telling me this?
I don't want to see you in depression
That's why I write you this song
And know that at night I help you in my prayer

But please, tell me who is He?
It's an honor to introduce you
To the one who died to save you
His name is Jesus Christ
He is the son of God

Jesus Christ, for Him I live
The one I serve, I breathe for Him
And don't hesitate to accept Him
And I assure you that your life can change