Un cuerdo en el manicomio

Like a coiled snake suffocating some reptile
That's how the sheets were strangling me the day I died
My lifeless gaze pointed endlessly
Staring at a window as if wanting to escape

A tormented nurse sought help for me
But she knew it was already too late when she saw my gray face
Ha, because of my gray face
They assumed I had ended my life on my own

They ignored that days before I shouted and warned them
That I had been threatened and soon they would come for me
A suited shadow spied on me while I slept
Said that if I didn't hang myself, my family would die

Very naive of me to think they would listen to me
The psychiatrists at the psychiatric hospital thought I lied
That I lied, that I lied
That I lied

I tend to wake up
In a crazy world
Crazy people are sane
Sane people are wrong

I usually fantasize
That I'm someone normal
And that what I think
Isn't that bad

I remember when they took me to the mental hospital
Said I had assaulted Jehovah's Witnesses
The press labeled me as sick without letting me speak
But here I am to tell you what really happened

I had been enlightened years ago
And knew things not everyone will know
That's why the world's elite was after me
Watching my every step

I left my cell phone, computer, and canceled the internet
To avoid being tracked or seen
But still, sooner or later I knew they would come back
And one day they knocked on my door as I imagined

As Jehovah's Witnesses they came to my home
Planning to enter and plant cameras to spy
They thought I wouldn't notice it was all a disguise
My fist made them wipe off their fake smile

I tend to wake up
In a crazy world
Crazy people are sane
Sane people are wrong

I usually fantasize
That I'm someone normal
And that what I think
Isn't that bad

But let's go back further, when things were going bad
Until I met a shaman who helped me heal
I went to his spiritual retreat every month without fail
Until I started vibrating high and waking up

I became the main financier of his mission
Because my money was going to help him make the world a better place
I distanced myself from anyone who mocked
Who didn't believe and even called my shaman a fraud

He said
Let go of the stress
For not convincing those who don't believe
Some have eyes and still don't see
Let the heretic believe what he wants to believe

He also warned me about the defamation
That some of the elite would do against our voice
Calling the medicine that woke us up a drug
Saying it causes disorders and a strong addiction

But no, and I am the proof
If I spent years consuming it was because I was learning
My mind was opening, healing, and rebuilding
But I always remained sane, I didn't lose my mind

And I know, I already know, I was diagnosed
With a mental disorder that they say deformed reality
But I know the truth, it was all an invention
So the world would believe I was crazy when I'm not
And it's because

I tend to wake up
In a crazy world
Crazy people are sane
Sane people are wrong

I usually fantasize
That I'm someone normal
And that what I think
Isn't that bad

I feel
I feel like I wake up in some
Story
I tell the truth and they think I'm
Lying
I lie when I say I didn't feel
Dead
Before dying