Como Un Títere

I wanted our
relationship to be more than a habit
I wanted to know every fold of your being
To explore you beyond the borders of the skin
How many nights in your arms have I cried myself to sleep?
How many times have I crashed into your wall of silence?
Because you never bothered to understand
And I still wonder which path leads to you
And what new language I can invent so that one day
You want to listen to me
Many times I've tried to be strong and forget you
It makes me angry because my dignity was almost lost
However, like a puppet, I let myself be controlled
And I still wonder which path leads to you
I live dying small deaths and this agony has no end
I know I'm losing you and I'm afraid
If it's not with you, I don't want to live
Ah, ah, ah, ah, ah, ah...