Mirai Ni Narenakatta Ano Yoru Ni

There were many things, many of them
I wanted to make clear, so I picked up a pen
Do as you please, I've done it plenty
If you want to forget about me and go somewhere else

Walking through the bright days and dirty nights
A messy existence covered in mud
Shaking my tail, echoing the call of the wild
The fever of that day, where did it go? A lineup of loneliness

If you were to leave, a blue dream I thought we'd shared
Unaware of fear, memories of sake bottle caps
If you're used to it, it's okay to get mad
If you're not alone, no one will find out
Remember those nights? I want to hold onto the fact that it wasn't in vain

That night I couldn't become the future

There's nothing more wonderful than moving forward
But moving forward for someone you can't trust
Dream chasers can easily become society's rejects
I didn't choose, no, I couldn't choose

Resentment, jealousy, envy, the graffiti of emotions painted on the wall
Still, I couldn't cover it up, the part of me that knew the truth
I won't show weakness now, that's the proof
Of what we've done, the answer to that day

The light and shadow only visible to certain people
The understanding of light and darkness, sometimes light is dark
Talking about setting off sounds good, but it was all a lie, I ran away
Standing at the edge of a lonely night, just one more thing to do
I wanted to yell 'screw you' to those nights

That night I couldn't become the future

Not so unfortunate as to be pitied, but tears were shed
My heart was tied up like a silver rope
The person who sees my scars, it's not a coincidence we meet here
Lost faith in dreams, in love, in believing, but
One thing I can say, I never gave up on myself

If you're called ugly and cursed at, stay ugly and let go of the grudge
If you're deemed inadequate and mocked, stay inadequate and find happiness
Even if the lonely ones struggle on the edge of the night
Giving up on tomorrow, I'll sing for those nights

That night I couldn't become the future
Serves you right