Feel Me

Shaking hands pressed together
Afraid of the wind knocking at the window
Wrapped up tight in my blanket
At the end of my prayers
Waiting for the morning

The sound of the bell sways the shadows
Like the whispers of a demon
On my sighing journey
Gravity pulling me down
Struggling like a fish at the bottom

Even though the flames rise in the eastern sky
I’m tired of feeling my own body

Hey, I’m still right here
Consumed by boring loneliness and illness
Look, I’m still right here
The camera’s off
And I can’t even write in my diary

Even now

Pain multiplies
I pull away from the shadows
My body marked with bruises
A voice that sinks
Words that cut deep
I hunch my shoulders

Today I’ll get through it and
The anxiety for tomorrow continues

Is someone apologizing somewhere right now?
Trust has faded, years have passed

Hey, I wanted you right by my side
More than any medicine, I wanted your hand
Ah, I’m fading away
Still wanting to express my gratitude and feelings

In the depths of my dreams, flowers bloom
Far away, the bell
Rings out
When we meet again next time
You can return to the me you loved

Thank you
Thank you

Good night